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The Real Inner Life

81.4% Waxing Gibbous Moon over Lookout Mountain

Today we drove from Carrollton, Georgia to Lookout Mountain, Alabama. Thanks to the graciousness of a very dear friend of ours, we will be staying on the mountain this week. To say that it is amazing would be a massive understatement! Denise and I look forward to a week of reflection, rest, and retreat. Of course, Thomas Merton will be a part of this week’s retreat for me.

The way to find the real “world” is not merely to measure and observe what is outside us, but to discover our own inner ground. For that is where the world is, first of all: in my deepest self… (Contemplation in a World of Action, p. 170)

As for Pixie? She has found her own inner ground on two pillows at the end of the couch!!

Tonight’s sunset from the cabin deck!

The Interior Journey

Denise and I have been enjoying some vacation time. Tomorrow I will not be preaching at Carrollton Presbyterian Church… instead, we will be driving to Mentone, Alabama for a week at a friend’s cabin. We spent this past Monday – Thursday on St Simon’s Island… what a wonderful time.

This has been such a blessing for both of us. Next week’s retreat will also be a time of reflection and rest. In his Asian Journal, Thomas Merton shared the following about the interior journey. It makes a lot of sense to us as we begin week two of our time away.

Our real journey in life is interior: it is a matter of growth; deepening, and of an ever greater surrender to the creative action of love and grace in our hearts. (p. 296)

Pace e Bene – 19 June 2021

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“I just think that if one is going to preach nonviolence and one is going to advocate for nonviolence, one’s standard should be consistent.”—Ta-Nehisi Coates

A Reflection – God’s Will

A Cardinal in the trees at Riceboro Presbyterian Church in Riceboro, GA

So often I hear the phrase it is God’s will being thrown around by people who have food, shelter, security, and stability. The words are all too often condescending towards those who struggle day-by-day. What if God’s will means we share what we have with those who struggle. Thomas Merton’s words make sense to me and they should challenge each one of us to do a better job of loving our neighbors.

It is easy enough to tell the poor to accept their poverty as God’s will when you yourself have warm clothes and plenty of food and medical care and a roof over your head and no worry about the rent. But if you want them to believe you–try to share some of their poverty and see if you can accept it as God’s will yourself! — Seeds of Contemplation

Pace e Bene – 18 June 2021

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“Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength, while loving someone deeply gives you courage.”—Lao Tze

The Present Moment

Lighthouse on Saint Simon’s Island

Some food for thought as we relax and unwind on a much needed vacation. Thank you, Thomas Merton… we are enjoying the present moment ❤️❤️

You do not need to know precisely what is happening, or exactly where it is all going. What you need is to recognize the possibilities and challenges offered by the present moment, and to embrace them with courage, faith and hope. (Conjectures of a Guilty Bystander)

Sojourners Verse and Voice – 16 June 2021

Verse of the day
Speak out, judge righteously, defend the rights of the poor and needy. – Proverbs 31:9

Voice of the day
You know, it’s funny, when it rains it pours / They got money for wars, but can’t feed the poor. – 2Pac, “Keep Ya Head Up”

Prayer of the day
God of justice, open our eyes to see you in the face of the poor. Open our ears to hear you in the cries of the exploited. Open our mouths to defend you in the public squares as well as in private deeds. – Adapted from Being Neighbor, the Catechism and Social Justice

Pace e Bene – 15 June 2021

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“The first thing to be disrupted by our commitment to nonviolence will be not the system but our own lives.”—James Douglass

Rest, Contemplation, and Evening Prayer – 14 June 2021

Lighthouse on St Simon’s Island, Georgia

While this week and next may not fit exactly into the mold of deep contemplation, these two weeks will indeed be a blessing to both of us. As we come to the end of the first day which includes travel, these words from Merton’s Seven Story Mountain resonate with me.

Contemplation means rest, suspension of activity, withdrawal into the mysterious interior solitude in which the soul is absorbed in the immense and fruitful silence of God and learns something of the secret of His perfections less by seeing than by fruitive love.

May this time indeed be a time of rest, restoration, and blessing.

The sun has set and the Vesper Lights flicker and glow

It has been a day for travel and exploring

It has also been a time with very dear friends

Now as my sweetheart and our puppy snuggle on the couch

I lift this humble prayer to you

Dona Nobis Pacem

Grant Us Peace

A wee prayer from the heart of your Padre…

Antidote to Violence

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In 2005 I was deployed to Afghanistan and Uzbekistan for just over four months. The picture above is the control tower at Bagram Air Base.

I left Grand Forks Air Force Base in North Dakota on January 1st, 2005 and arrived at Bagram in the very early morning hours (3am) of January 3rd. At that point, US and Coalition forces had been there just over four years. We were called out of an in-processing briefing at 7am to form up along the “main street” of Bagram that led to the flightline. The bodies of three Special Forces members were beginning their last journey home. As I held my salute a lot went through my mind as I thought about the families on the other side of the world and about their fellow forces members. That deployment offered many insights to a young Chaplain, Major. Insights about war, politics, the military-industrial complex, and the innocent victims of war.

Just over twenty years later, forces are still at Bagram and there is still a state of war, even as talks about leaving Afghanistan go on at the higher political levels. At the end of June, I will have been retired from the Air Force for ten years. My views on war, the military-industrial complex, and corporate/political corruption have continued to develop and deepen. Part of my own inner struggle and journey has been guided by Thomas Merton. He wrote during a time in our country’s history when division and hatred were very prevalent. Sixty years later, his writings are eerily relevant and prophetic as this nation and world continue to be dominated by division and hatred.

These words of his from a posthumous collection of his writings (Love and Living) struck me today. In our modern world the fascination of violence has become, through TV, magazines, movies, radio, etc., almost irresistible. There is. now so much free-floating terror and hatred in the moral climate of the world that the slightest and most ridiculous of actions can be interpreted symbolically and instantly unleash mass hysteria on a global scale… the crude symbolism of violence has gained its power precisely from the fact that the symbolism of love has been so terribly debased, cheapened, and dehumanized.

In today’s sermon, I explored the call to extravagant love which Jesus calls us to. The Kingdom of God that Jesus spoke about in the parable of the mustard seed is a kin-dom where love, justice, grace, forgiveness, and mercy are more than simply buzzwords on a t-shirt. The mustard seed of Jesus’ day can easily be compared to kudzu today. It is invasive and takes over quickly. Justice, kindness/mercy, and humbly walking with God are just some of the products of such a way of living. Don’t we need that sort of response today? Our response to hatred, greed, fear-mongering, fear, etc., must be different from what we are seeing far too often today.