
The sun has set and the Vesper Lights flicker and glow
It was a good day of ministry and reflection
It was also a day to contemplate your calling, Lord
At times ministry is incredibly challenging
Yet you promise to be with us
You invite us to simply Be Still
In the words of Thomas Merton:
Let there be a place somewhere in which you can breathe naturally, quietly, and not have to take your breath in continuous short gasps. A place where your mind can be idle, and forget its concerns, descend into silence, and worship the Father in secret. There can be no contemplation where there is no secret. (Thomas Merton: A Book of Hours, p. 137… originally from New Seeds of Contemplation, pp. 82-83)
I thank you Lord for that secret place to simply Be Still and know that you are God
Be Still and know
Be Still
Be
Now as my eyelids grow heavy
I lift this humble prayer to you
Dona Nobis Pacem
Grant Us Peace
A wee prayer from the heart of your Padre…
“Violence draws life from the endless stories that push its power. But things can work the other way too. Stories of the nonviolent option can unexpectedly seep into our right brain, disturb the certitude of the violence operating system, and open breathing space.”—Ken Butigan
| Verse of the day Then afterward I will pour out my spirit on all flesh; your sons and your daughters shall prophesy, your old men shall dream dreams, and your young men shall see visions. Even on the male and female slaves, in those days, I will pour out my spirit. – Joel 2:28-29 |
| Voice of the day If democracy means freedom why aren’t our people free? If democracy means justice why don’t we have justice? If democracy means equality then why don’t we have equality? – Malcolm X (el-Hajj Malik el-Shabazz) |
| Prayer of the day May God bless everything that you do. May you grow intellectually so that you can understand the problems of the world and where you fit into that world picture. May all the fear that has ever been in your heart be taken out. – Adapted from Malcolm X |

The sun has set and the Vesper Lights flicker and glow
When your body and spirit are tired and drained
When you aren’t quite sure what to pray
Spirit intercedes on our behalf
She calls us to simply Be Still
Even in the darkness the light does shine
This prayer of Thomas Merton speaks volumes and speaks to my heart
O God, teach me to be satisfied with my own helplessness in the spiritual life. Teach me to be content with Your grace that comes to me in darkness and that works things I cannot see. Teach me to be happy that I can depend on You. To depend on You should be enough for an eternity of joy. To depend on You by itself ought to be infinitely greater than any joy which my own intellectual appetite could desire. — Dialogues with Silence
Now as my eyelids grow heavy
I lift this humble prayer to you
Dona Nobis Pacem
Grant Us Peace
A wee prayer from the heart of your Padre…
“I think that nonviolence resistance is the most potent weapon available to oppressed people in their struggle for freedom and human dignity. It has a way of disarming the opponent. It exposes his moral defenses. It weakens his morale and at the same time it works on his conscience.”—Martin Luther King, Jr.
| Verse of the day The hand of YHWH was upon me, and it carried me away by the Spirit of YHWH and set me down in a valley — a valley full of bones. – Ezekiel 37:1 (The Inclusive Bible) |
| Voice of the day Hope and faith are inseparable dance partners in a womanist ethic of care. – Emilie M. Townes, Breaking the Fine Rain of Death |
| Prayer of the day Creator Spirit and Giver of life, make the dry, bleached bones of our lives live and breathe and grow again as you did of old. – From Revised Common Lectionary Prayers |

Thomas Merton shared this piece in No Man Is an Island (p. 18) and it truly resonates with me as this Monday comes to a close.
If we continue to love [God] as our end, but place our hope in something else together with [God], our love and our hopes are not what they should be, for no [man or woman] can serve two masters.
How many times is this choice placed in front of us? Hope and Love… they aren’t conditional, they are a Divine gift. At the end of the day, my hope is in God who’s love is unconditional.

Merely by desiring to love Him, we are beginning to do that which we desire. Freedom is perfect when no other love can impede our desire to love God. — Thomas Merton (No Man Is an Island, p. 18)
It began a few Sundays ago with 1 John 4:21 — The commandment we have from him is this: those who love God must love their brothers and sisters also.
The next week it was 1 John 5:2 — By this we know that we love the children of God, when we love God and obey his commandments.
This Eastertide has been a season of blessings… a season of challenges… a season for reflection… but most of all, a season to be reminded of God’s love for us and our call to love our neighbor as ourselves… every neighbor.
Learning to love is a process and a journey… it is not a destination. For that I am incredibly thankful as I continue to love and serve the Lord.
On the night he was betrayed, He took the bread, blessed it, broke it, and gave it to them… saying, do this in remembrance of me. With these words from 1 Corinthians 11, the liturgy for the Sacrament of the Lord’s Supper invites us to join Jesus at the table with his disciples. For me, this invitation to join the Lord at the table is a blessing and an honor. As a pastor and chaplain, it has been my sacred honor to celebrate the Lord’s Supper with people around the world for thirty-four years. What continues to amaze me is the fact that Jesus gave this gift to his disciples on the night he was betrayed! Instead of focusing on himself, he was focusing on his disciples and giving them the gift of this sacrament. He was preparing them for the road ahead that would come following his resurrection and ascension.
The Gospel of John offers a different perspective on the last night of Jesus’ life. The last night began with Jesus washing the disciples’ feet in chapter 13. Jesus showed the disciples what love was supposed to look like. He even washed the feet of his betrayer, Judas. In chapters 14-16 Jesus offered the eleven remaining disciples some final words of guidance and instruction. After the lessons, Jesus began to pray what is often called Jesus’ “High Priestly Prayer” in chapter 17. In it, he prays for himself (verses 1-7), his disciples (verses 6-19), and for those who will believe in him through the words of the disciples (verses 20-26).
This Sunday’s focus is on the prayer Jesus offered for his disciples. The rhythmic language of this prayer can be mesmerizing. The language is rich in symbolism and metaphors. Two focal points in the prayer strike me. Realizing that he would no longer “be in the world,” Jesus prays that the disciples would be protected as they continue Jesus’ ministry “in the world.” The second point for me is the fact that despite the dangers, the disciples were being charged, commissioned if you will, to take Jesus’ message of radical love and forgiveness into the world.
What does that mean for us today? I remember having a good discussion with a friend of mine who was a leader of one of the Campus Christian groups at the University of Wisconsin at Eau Claire. The discussion was about the tension between always hanging out with the “saved” group and not spending any time getting to know the “unsaved” people who were supposed to be evangelized by members of the group. If we spent so much time setting ourselves apart from the “world,” how would we ever be able to share the gospel with them.
Isn’t that the tension that we find in this prayer in Chapter 17 and in the life of Jesus itself? Jesus was always getting in trouble with the religious elite because he hung out with the “sinners” instead of the religious “insiders.” While the religious elite worked so hard to preserve the established way of being religious, Jesus chose instead to think outside of the box and reach out to the very people whom the establishment ignored.
As I consider thinking outside of the box, I find myself being challenged to look at ministry differently. When church buildings closed in March of 2020, the church was forced to examine who it was and what its mission was going to be in the new environment. I challenged my congregation’s leadership in Colorado to look at the church in a new way. People kept saying that the church was closed due to the pandemic. I kept reminding the people (and myself) that despite the physical facility being closed, that the church and its mission was still very much present and alive. This gradually turned into the mantra “The building might be closed but the church is still open.” Doing the work of Christ means that we must venture outside of the comfortable and the familiar. “As you have sent me into the world, so I have sent them into the world.” (John 17:18)
Just as Jesus prayed for his disciples before they ventured out into a life of ministry without his physical presence, he prays for us as we seek to be the church outside of the walls of a building. These words of Thomas Merton remind me that as we continue to work in the world and think outside of the box, we must return again and again to be nourished. Action is the stream, and contemplation is the spring… It is for us to take care that these living waters well up in our own hearts. (No Man Is an Island, p. 70) This is especially crucial as we seek to be the body of Christ in new ways in the world. As we seek to serve in the world, may we return again and again to that source of living water.

A timely and powerful reflection from my friend Jake!
A local news outlet reported that Alexandria—where my wife Joy and I reside—is the second most dangerous place to live in Louisiana.
Shootings have been making headlines pretty often lately. So our violent crime ranking did not come as much of a surprise. Besides, we’ve known for a while that our state as a whole makes the national top ten list for violence: number six according to 2020 statistics.
As I reflected on the violence that surrounds me, some words from Richard Rohr came to mind. “If we do not transform our pain, we will most assuredly transmit it.” …read further on:
Love is the only power that will transform our pain and deliver us from violence.
Transforming Our Pain — Jake Owensby


