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Hospitality and Inclusivity – John Valters Paintner

“The people grumble about Jesus’ choice in companions, but we are all taught an important lesson about inclusivity. And Jesus does this by breaking bread with many people the rest of society deemed taboo to associate with.”

— John Valters Paintner, MTS, Watershed Moments in the Hebrew & Christian Scriptures: An Online, Self-Study Retreat

Evening Prayer – 18 June 2019

The sun has set and the Vesper Lights flicker and glow

After a long day of traveling

After meetings down the mountain

It is a blessing to sit and relax

The birds are singing

A treasure I value from our Silent Retreat

You speak Lord, in the quiet

The songs of the birds sing your praises

Despite the noise of the road traffic

You speak words of comfort and encouragement

Now, as my eyelids grow heavy

I lift this humble prayer to you

Dona Nobis Pacem

Grant Us Peace

A wee prayer from the heart of your Padre…

One of tonight’s singers ❤️❤️

Listening – Christine Valters Paintner

“The Rule begins with the words ‘listen with the ear of the heart.’ Monastic practice is very much about listening to the truth of the sacred presence in a given moment.  Seeking out wise elders and mentors in our lives is an essential element of cultivating this capacity to listen.  Consider the people in your life who live with creative vitality and contemplative presence.”

— Christine Valters Paintner, PhD, The Artist’s Rule: Nurturing Your Creative Soul with Monastic Wisdom

Evening Prayer – 17 June 2019

The sun has set and the Vesper Lights flicker and glow

A wonderful day with family and friends

Awaiting departure and a flight home

Weather delays cannot dampen our spirits

It means more time with dear friends

Now as my eyelids grow heavy

I lift this humble prayer to you

Dona Nobis Pacem

Grant Us Peace

A wee prayer from the heart of your Padre…

Silence… It Beckons…

Since coming out of the silence of our Retreat, I have struggled with the noise of the world. I had no idea how loud Social Media and the 24-hour News Cycle could be until it was left behind for nearly 72 hours. Here we are, at the end of our time away. As I prepare my heart and soul for the ministry ahead of me. As I prepare for funerals and meetings and ministry… may I carry the lessons of this time with me. Not as a memory, but rather as a calling to step aside, be quiet, and listen.

Silence beckons

The Spirit calls

My soul yearns for Silence

Yet we live and minister in the world

The world can be noisy

The world can be messy

Thankful for sacred conversations

Thankful for dear family and friends

Thankful for the time to Be Still

Lord, help me to carry this time forward

Lord, help me to be more intentional

Lord, help me to return to the well

Again and again

To simply Be Still

To simply Be

Evening Prayer – 15 June 2019

The sun has set and the Vesper Lights flicker and glow

It has been an amazing week, Lord

A time for silence

A time for reflection

A time to Be Still and know

As we prepare for tomorrow’s Lord’s day

As we prepare for fellowship and worship

I lift this humble prayer to you

Dona Nobis Pacem

Grant Us Peace

A wee prayer from the heart of your Padre…

Silence and Connections

It was a wonderful time of silence

Time spent with Our Lady

Time spent with Our Mother

Time spent with you, Mother of our Lord

Silence, Prayer, and Awe

We transitioned to times of conversations

We are spending time with dear friends who are family

We are spending time embracing community

The tapestry of love, light, and community

What a sacred blessing you offer us, Lord

Our Mother, Our Father, Our Lord and Brother, Our Blessed Sister Spirit

Speak to our hearts

Challenge our minds

Equip us and send us forth

Lord, in your mercy, hear this humble prayer

Evening Prayer – 14 June 2019

The sun has set and the Vesper Lights flicker and glow

After just over three days in silence

It was difficult to come back to the world of noise

The sounds we experienced in silence

The singing of the birds

The blowing of the wind

The sound of your voice, Lord

Such a wondrous beauty to behold

As we re-engage in the world

As we continue to listen for your voice

As we continue to discern your calling

Remind us of the sound of friendship

Remind us of the sound of family

Remind us of the sound of laughter

All gifts from you, Lord

Now as my eyelids grow heavy

I lift this humble prayer to you

Dona Nobis Pacem

Grant Us Peace

A wee prayer from the heart of your Padre…

The Enemy Within – Ronnie McBrayer

Wise words from Ronnie!

Your neighbor is not your enemy. Neither is your co-worker, your ex-wife or husband, your former business partner, your brother, or sister. Nor is the immigrant who lives down the street, or that person of a different race, religion, political persuasion, or ethnicity whom you view with suspicion. The enemy is far closer than any of these. The real enemy is you.

— Read on ronniemcbrayer.org/2019/06/10/the-enemy-within/

Silence, God and Letting Go…

As we await our flight to the Retreat Center, I am reflecting on some words of Thomas Merton from a little book (Silence, Joy) which Denise gave me for Christmas.

Our idea of God tells us more about ourselves than about God. We must learn to realize that the love of God seeks us in every situation, and seeks our good… I must learn therefore to let go of the familiar and the usual and consent to what is new and unknown to me. I must learn to “leave myself” in order to find myself by yielding to the love of God.

As I seek to follow God who is love, may I have the courage to let go. This isn’t in some sort of bumper sticker way either. In a real and life-giving, life-changing way may I let go.