
The sun has set and the Vesper Lights flicker and glow
A wonderful day spent with family
Time as well talking with family who aren’t here
It was a bittersweet day as we remembered our Mothers
Forever in our hearts but not in our midst
In the midst of the busyness of the day
I was thankful for some time to simply Be Still
Now as my eyelids grow heavy
I lift this humble prayer to you
Dona Nobis Pacem
Grant Us Peace
A wee prayer from the heart of your Padre…

As family gathered around the table and the tree I thought back to some Christmases past. Those who are missing from our midst but not our memories. I also thought of other places in this world where peace is fleeting. This brings me to this prayer from Howard Thurman:
A Prayer for Peace
While we wait in Thy Presence, search our spirits and grant to our minds the guidance and the wisdom that will teach us the way to take, without which there can be no peace and no confidence anywhere. Teach us how to put at the disposal of Thy Purposes of Peace the fruits of our industry, the products of our minds, the vast wealth of our land, and the resources of our spirit. Grant unto us the courage to follow the illumination of this hour, to the end that we shall not lead death to any {person’s} door, but rather may we strengthen the hands of all in high places and in common tasks who seek to build a friendly world of friendly {people}, beneath a friendly sky. This is the simple desire of our hearts which we share with Thee in quiet confidence. (The Mood of Christmas, p 152)
May this be our challenge and our calling not only on Christmas Day, but every day!

The sun has long ago set and the Vesper Lights flicker and glow
What a day, Lord
A wonderful day with family
An amazing evening of worship
Also a time of reflection and thanksgiving
Thank you, Lord for this opportunity to serve
Thank you, Lord for this privilege to serve
Now as my eyelids grow heavy
I lift this humble prayer to you
Dona Nobis Pacem
Grant Us Peace
A wee prayer from the heart of your Padre…

It was a beautiful service tonight
The church was full and the Spirit was very present
As I sit on the deck contemplating this holy night
I look for the stars and Sister Moon
Sadly the clouds obscure the stars
Sister Moon is 1% illuminated
Yet even in the darkness of midwinter
Your Spirit O Lord is present
To you I lift this prayer from Advent and Christmas with Thomas Merton:
God of growth and love, may the little seed that you have planted in me bear much fruit. May the people I encounter come to know you by the words and actions of my love–a love that I first came to know by your words and actions. Prepare my soul for the coming of the Lord, and continue to have me serve you as an instrument of your love. I ask this through your son, our Lord, Jesus Christ. Amen.
In conclusion I share these words that my mentor and dear friend, the late Rev. Dr. Robert A Morgan would close every late Christmas Eve Service with: And now it is Christmas ❤️🎄❤️🎄

We met this fellow on our way back from a trip to Fort Collins. He appeared to be injured and was limping along. As I took pictures and talked to him, I lifted a prayer for protection and healing. On Christmas Eve, may we pray not just for ourselves but also for people who have little to celebrate. May gifts of love in action be given by all.
Christmas has come again as Howard Thurman writes: Christmas returns, as it always does, with its assurance that life is good. I try to keep this thought ever before me as we enter into this season. Sometimes I am more successful than other times though…
We can easily get lost in the chaos that is commercialized Christmas. Sometimes family dynamics can rise up in the midst of the stress and strain of attempting to “make” the perfect Christmas celebration. It is then that we need to step back and allow the wonder to flow over us. We cannot “make” it happen… we must open our hearts to allow it to happen.
As I attempt to step back in the few hours before our Christmas Eve worship service, I find my mind wandering back to the hillsides outside of Bethlehem where shepherds were watching over their flocks by night.
I think of these humble herdsmen whom most of the village would look down upon as unclean, rough, and uncouth. They weren’t the image we have built up based on the Shepherd King of Israel. They were an essential yet invisible part of the economy of the time.
The angels didn’t appear to the high and mighty of society or the religious elite. In the same way that Jesus was born in an ordinary home, the message came first to the common folks. A close study of the Greek and the first century culture reveals that the word often translated as Inn is rather a guest room. The house would have been packed with relatives who had travelled to their ancestral home for the census. The manger was in the home since common folks brought their animals in at night and they all shared a common area divided only by a small wall with a manger built into it for the animals to eat.
Jesus was born into a family who had come to follow the orders of the Empire. The census was not for their benefit but was rather for the Empire to build their tax base. As much as I love many of the Nativity scenes painted and sculpted, the ordinary is actually more beautiful to me.
So it was appropriate that the Angels would come to the common shepherd instead of to the elite. Of course the shepherd were shocked to say the least. Once they got over their shock, the excitement of the news and the fact that they were bearers of that news hit them! Of course they ran into town to see what had been told to them by the Angels.
What the shepherd saw that night transformed them. They left the baby and his parents with joy-filled hearts. They left worshipping and glorifying God. Their lives had indeed been transformed!
Today we often go through the motions of Christmas Eve as we do other holy days and seasons of the year. We know the story and it can become commonplace for us. We forget the wonder and the awe. We fail to allow this holy mystery to transform us.
This story calls us into the possibility for transformation. It calls us away from the glitter and glitz of what we have made of this holiday. It calls us away from the high expectations we cannot meet. It calls us to open our hearts to the transformative love of God.
To close, I want to share this poem of Thurman’s:
Christmas Is the Season of the Heart.
The Time of forgiveness for injuries past,
The Sacrament of sharing without balancing the deed,
The Moment of remembrance of graces forgotten,
The Poem of joy making light the spirit,
The Sense of renewal restoring the soul,
The Day of thanksgiving for the goodness of God.
CHRISTMAS IS THE SEAON OF THE HEART.
May you find the joy and wonder of this night anew, dear reader.
Wise words from Ronnie
It’s Christmas, so I’m thinking of Václav Havel. He died just before Christmas a few years ago, and while his is not a household name in this country, I never fail to remember him each Advent season.
— Read on ronniemcbrayer.org/2019/12/23/hope-in-our-hearts/

The sun has set and the Vesper Lights flicker and glow
It has been a long and eventful day
Family has gathered together
Yet we also miss family members who are no longer physically with us
We also miss family who cannot be here with us
With an exhausted yet grateful heart
I lift this humble prayer to you
Dona Nobis Pacem
Grant Us Peace
A wee prayer from the heart of your Padre…

Tomorrow is Christmas Eve
Today is Christmas Adam in Denise’s family tradition
I know, a corny joke… Adam came before Eve!
Traditionally it was a time to gather with family and friends
Here in Colorado it has been a day of waiting
Family has flown in from all over
We gathered tonight for food, stories, and laughter
Tonight as I contemplate the day to come
I spent a wee bit of time with Merton
I want to share with you a prayer from the book, Advent and Christmas with Thomas Merton
Eternal Father, let the bells of Christmas signify gentleness as the answer to all violence, tenderness as the answer to the world’s harshness, light as the answer to the dark shadows of our misunderstandings, hope as the answer to the meaning of life. Amen. (p. 37)
May this be our prayer and our call to action as followers of the Prince of Peace.

The sun has set and the Vesper Lights flicker and glow
As we make final preparations for our family’s arrival
As my sweetheart continues preparations
I ask this humble prayer for all who travel this Christmas season
May their flights not be delayed
May the flights be smooth and uneventful
May the time with family be a blessing
Now as my eyelids grow heavy
I lift this humble prayer to you
Dona Nobis Pacem
Grant Us Peace
A wee prayer from the heart of your Padre…