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Evening Prayer – 20 January 2020

The sun has set and the Vesper Lights flicker and glow

We marched with the spirit of Dr Martin Luther King, Jr

A time to march and to learn

A time to be challenged and to grow

A time to reflect and to pray

A time to prepare for the days ahead

Lord, help me to remember the lessons of this day

Justice for All

Peace for All

No longer to defer the Dream

Now as my eyelids grow heavy

I lift this humble prayer to you

Dona Nobis Pacem

Grant Us Peace

A wee prayer from the heart of your Padre…

Darkness – Christine Valters Paintner

“Darkness is an uncomfortable and uneasy place, but also a place of profound incubation and gestation, a source of tremendous and hard-wrought wisdom.”

— Christine Valters Paintner, PhD, The Online Self-Study Retreat ~ A Midwinter God: Making a Conscious Underworld Journey

Martin Luther King, Jr and Thomas Merton on War

Today we marched from Old Town, Fort Collins, Colorado to the campus of Colorado State University. At the university we heard a powerful AND challenging call to action. A call for us to stop deferring the Dream… to move from the preservation of the Dream to making the Dream manifest in this world through action!

As we marched I thought of the futility of war and how often the military is one of the few options left to men and women of color in a world where more doors are shut than open to them. I also thought of Dr King and Thomas Merton. Both spoke out against the futility of war and the immorality of the Atomic Arms Race and the Vietnam War in particular. Their public protests gained them some enemies in high places in the US Government. Their public protests also helped to raise awareness of the immorality and futility of war.

Dr King delivered an incredibly important sermon against the war when he stepped into the pulpit of New York City’s Riverside Church on April 4th, 1967. The following are some quotes from that speech:

I come to this magnificent house of worship tonight because my conscience leaves me no other choice. I join you in this meeting because I am in deepest agreement with the aims and work of the organization that brought us together, Clergy and Laymen Concerned About Vietnam. The recent statements of your executive committee are the sentiments of my own heart, and I found myself in full accord when I read its opening lines: “A time comes when silence is betrayal.” That time has come for us in relation to Vietnam…

Some of us who have already begun to break the silence of the night have found that the calling to speak is often a vocation of agony, but we must speak. We must speak with all the humility that is appropriate to our limited vision, but we must speak. And we must rejoice as well, for surely this is the first time in our nation’s history that a significant number of its religious leaders have chosen to move beyond the prophesying of smooth patriotism to the high grounds of a firm dissent based upon the mandates of conscience and the reading of history. Perhaps a new spirit is rising among us. If it is, let us trace its movement, and pray that our inner being may be sensitive to its guidance. For we are deeply in need of a new way beyond the darkness that seems so close around us…

Perhaps a more tragic recognition of reality took place when it became clear to me that the war was doing far more than devastating the hopes of the poor at home. It was sending their sons and their brothers and their husbands to fight and to die in extraordinarily high proportions relative to the rest of the population. We were taking the black young men who had been crippled by our society and sending them eight thousand miles away to guarantee liberties in Southeast Asia which they had not found in southwest Georgia and East Harlem. So we have been repeatedly faced with the cruel irony of watching Negro and white boys on TV screens as they kill and die together for a nation that has been unable to seat them together in the same schools. So we watch them in brutal solidarity burning the huts of a poor village, but we realize that they would hardly live on the same block in Chicago. I could not be silent in the face of such cruel manipulation of the poor.

It was this turn in his preaching and call to address the violation of the God-given rights of ALL of God’s children that garnered hostility from all corners of this land.

Thomas Merton also endured threats and censure for his own efforts to speak out against the immorality of the Arms Race and the Vietnam War. In a journal entry from October 20th, 1962 Merton wrote the following:

The U.S. is now spending more each year on armament than was spent in any year before 1942 for the entire national budget. The people who demand that the government “interfere” in nothing–just pour money into the armament industry and provide a strong police for “security.” But stay out of everything else! No interference in medicine, mental health, education, etc. etc. But these are the ones who have their way. Never was a country at once shrewder and less wise–shrewd in nonessentials and lunatic in essentials.

On the one hand, Merton’s writings against the war got into the hands of Pope John XXIII and inspired the Holy Father to begin steering the church in the direction of peace instead of the support of the Arms Race and the Military Industrial Complex. In his journal entry of October 16th, 1963 he wrote:

He {Pope John XXIII} said the people of the world want peace. That God will judge severely the rulers who fail in their responsibility to the people.

Nearly sixty years later, this nation has come no closer to walking in the way of peace than it was back then. In fact, the tools of war have only become far worse. The rhetoric from the politicians is even more divisive and hate-filled.

Sadly, there are no easy answers to the ethical quagmire revealed in “humankind’s inhumanity towards humankind.” Yet the challenge remains for us, dear reader. Will we simply memorialize the words of Dr King and trot them out once a year? Will we relegate Merton’s writings to the scholars and the library? Or will we hear the voices of these prophets and others AND respond to their call with ACTION?

That was the challenge I heard today from Dr Ryan Ross (A Biography of Dr Ryan Ross). That is the challenge that will inhabit my waking and sleeping thoughts. It is a challenge that I must respond to!

Evening Prayer – 19 January 2020

The sun has set and the Vesper Lights flicker and glow

A full Lord’s Day

Worship and Preaching

Exhilarating and Exhausting

An afternoon of reflection, reading and prayer

Time spent with my sweetheart and our sweet puppy dog

As we prepare for sleep

As my eyelids grow heavy

I lift this humble prayer to you

Dona Nobis Pacem

Grant Us Peace

A wee prayer from the heart of your Padre…

The Challenge of Amos – John Valters Paintner

“The prophets understood where evil comes from and the suffering to which it leads. The challenge of Amos for us today is twofold: being honest in placing ourselves in the role of his audience in admitting our transgressions, and finding a more positive way to express our righteous anger when confronting evil in the world.”

— John Valters Paintner, MTS, The Online, Self-Study Retreat ~ Exile and Coming Home: An Archetypal Journey through the Scriptures 

Peace – A Reflection

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Today has been one of those days…

It was a time of worship and preaching…

Thomas Merton and Martin Luther King, Jr. were both very present…

I find myself in a church, community, nation and world filled with turmoil…

Your presence and guidance were sought, Lord…

Did you know that this nation has only known peace for seventeen out of the two-hundred-twenty-four years it has been in existence?

How much more horrific can this legacy of a nation and world be!

Thomas Merton had the following to say about the lack of peace in this nation: We are not at peace with others because we are not at peace with ourselves, and we are not at peace with ourselves because we are not at peace with God.

Dr Martin Luther King, Jr. had the following say about the Vietnam War which both he and Thomas Merton spoke against: It is no longer a choice, my friends, between violence and nonviolence. It is either nonviolence or nonexistence… “Mankind must put an end to war or war will put an end to mankind,” and the best way to start is to put an end to war in Vietnam, because if it continues, we will inevitably come to the point of confronting China which could lead the whole world to nuclear annihilation.

These two prophets for peace spoke these words in the late 1950’s and the 1960’s. They both died in 1968… mere months apart. Merton had envisioned a retreat with Dr King to pray and to discuss matters of faith and the world. It was supposed to happen in April of 1968. Tragically, Dr King was cut down by an assassin’s bullet on April 4th and Thomas Merton died on December 10th. The two never had the opportunity to meet together or work together. Yet in the forty-plus years since their deaths, they have inspired so many to work for peace, including your Padre.

As the National Holiday to remember Dr King and his work commences tomorrow morning Denise and I plan on being a part of a march and teach-in down in Fort Collins. George Santayana once said: Those who cannot remember the past are condemned to repeat it. We as a nation and world MUST learn from our horrific past and, by the grace of God, change our course before our global and corporate sin destroys us. In order to do so, we must work for justice and peace. In the words of Dr King, the arc of the moral universe is long, but it bends toward justice. Dear reader, may we be a part of that work to bend the arc towards justice!

 

 

 

Sermon – Sharing the Good News! – 19 January 2020

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We had a dear friend staying with us this past week after she led a wonderful workshop in Broomfield this past Sunday. The workshop focused on The Gift of Wonder in our lives. That is also the title of Christine’s latest book. As we walked along Sprague Lake (not all the way due to snow and ice) this image captured my imagination. I saw in that moment a sign of life and color in the midst of the cold and blowing snow. It reminded me of our faith response in sharing the good news of God’s love even in the midst of the darkness.

First Reading – Psalm 40:1-11

Second Reading – John 1:29-42

Sermon – Sharing the Good News!

Evening Prayer – 18 January 2020

The sun has set and the Vesper Lights flicker and glow

A long day of meetings and travel

While days like today can be challenging

Time spent with my sweetheart is always a blessing

I am so thankful for her love and partnership in ministry

Lord give us rest and refreshment

Prepare us for the morrow

Now as my eyelids grow heavy

I lift this humble prayer to you

Dona Nobis Pacem

Grant Us Peace

A wee prayer from the heart of your Padre…

A Calling and a Vocation

I have been thinking a lot today about vocations. In part as I prepare for tomorrow’s sermon I was thinking about the call of the disciples to follow Jesus. What were they called to be and to do? They were called to be witnesses to the Jesus’s message of grace and his upside down economy of love for those whom society ignored.

Thomas Merton often struggled with his calling to the silent cloister of the monastery. He often struggled with his calling to be a writer. As much as he wrote, I can sense at times his unease with the publicity and notoriety it garnered for him.

The picture above is from a quiet meadow on Old Fall River Road in the Rocky Mountain National Park. We love to spend time in the quiet and the solitude of that special place. At times though, it is far from quiet with the crowds who come to visit. Wasn’t it also the same for Merton? He had his sacred hermitage at Our Lady of Gethsemane Monastery in Kentucky. Yet this space was often violated by “fans” who just had to see him and didn’t respect the boundaries that any Monk of Gethsemane would have. The picture below is from the museum at the Monastery. It is a beautiful picture of his Hermitage in the winter.

As I reflect on these two pictures, I consider my own vocation and the need for solitude that Denise and I both require as we seek to serve the Lord. Such space is a crucial part of our own Vocational calling and our need for rest and refreshment. As I sat with these pictures and with Merton, his words about Vocation took on a deeper and richer meaning.

Discovering vocation does not mean scrambling toward some prize just beyond my reach but accepting the treasure of true self I already possess. Vocation does not come from a voice “out there” calling me to be something I am not. It comes from a voice “in here” calling me to be the person I was born to be, to fulfill the original selfhood given me at birth by God. — Thomas Merton in his book, No Man is an Island.

May we find the time and the space, dear reader, to contemplate our own vocation and calling to serve the Lord.

Evening Prayer – 17 January 2020

The sun has set and the Vesper Lights flicker and glow

When I think of those whom I love

Walking with others through the Valley of the Shadows

When I consider the sacredness of our calling

When I think of the honor it is to walk with others

I pause and thank you Lord

I also ask for your continued strength

I ask for your continued presence

Lord guide us and sustain us as we serve

Now as my eyelids grow heavy

I lift this humble prayer to you

Dona Nobis Pacem

Grant Us Peace

A wee prayer from the heart of your Padre…