
Denise and I are so excited to begin a six week course with Boston University, “Reflecting with Howard Thurman.” I was first introduced to him my last year of seminary and he has been a mentor and guide for me since then.
While Howard Thurman and Thomas Merton never met, they share a certain bond and kinship through the mystical encounter with God, Creation, and Humankind. In William Apel’s paper, “Mystic as Prophet: the Deep Freedom of Thomas Merton and Howard Thurman (Mystic as Prophet), Apel shared these two quotes from Merton and Thurman.
The contemplative life is not, and cannot be, a mere withdrawal, a pure negation, or a turning of one’s back on the world, with its sufferings, its cries, its confusions and its errors. (Merton, Seeds of Destruction, p. xiii)
…all my life I have been seeking to validate, beyond all ambivalence and frustration, the integrity of the inner life. I have sensed the urgency to find a way to act and react responsibly out of my own center. (Thurman, “Mysticism and the Experience of Love”, pp. 4-5)
With the noise of social media, the 24-hour news cycle, and 24-hour opinion channels it is difficult to find a place to be still and listen. Yet these places can be found and must be sought out for one’s spiritual, mental, and emotional health. This reminder from Thurman, invites us to join in the mystical encounter with him and with Merton. May it be an encouragement to you dear reader, as it is to me.
Whatever may be the tensions and the stresses of a particular day, there is always lurking close at hand the trailing beauty of forgotten joy or unremembered peace.”
― Howard Thurman, Meditations of the Heart
This beautiful and thoughtful offering from Margaret Brock is so timely. As I read about the anger that customers throw at service providers, know that there are people who love and pray for our friends who get so much anger and abuse from customers.
Opening Prayer
Lord, be with us this afternoon as we spend a short time apart from our usual activities and spend time quietly with you. We thank you for all your love and care towards us over the years and in particular over the past few months. Help us to think about what we can do to show your love and kindness to those around us. Amen. read more at https://godspacelight.com/2021/07/21/worship-on-wednesday/?fbclid=IwAR2Trxm9871HhTv8Xakfe9n8ZnKi53M1xuMOndRjU_OatgFaTuIrJSnycj0
| Verse of the day So then, putting away falsehood, let all of us speak the truth to our neighbors, for we are members of one another. – Ephesians 4:25 |
| Voice of the day The nation as it is currently constituted has never dealt with a yesterday or tomorrow where we were radically honest, generous, and tender with each other. – Kiese Laymon, Heavy (2018) |
| Prayer of the day Work through our struggle and confusion to accomplish your purposes on earth. – The Book of Common Prayer |
I have been reading Thomas Merton’s book, Seeds of Destruction and its focus is on civil rights and the fight for equality for, as Merton says, the Negro. Written in 1964, it is still sadly relevant today as the words of the prophet and mystic’s words continue to speak fifty-seven years later. I believe that Merton would on the one hand not be surprised at all by this sad fact. On a deeper level, I believe that he would be saddened by the lack of progress on the Civil Rights front. As the #BlackLivesMatter continues to work towards racial equality and fight against the so-called “heritage” movement, Merton’s words speak volumes.
The Negro finally gets tired of this treatment and becomes quite rightly convinced that the only way he is ever going to get his rights is by fighting for them himself. But we deplore his demonstrations, we urge him to go slow, we warn him against the consequences of violence (when, at least so far, most of the organized violence has been on our side and not on his). At the same time we secretly desire violence, and even in some cases provoke it, in the hope that the whole Negro movement for freedom can be repressed by force… It seems to me that we have little genuine interest in human liberty and in the human person. What we are interested in, on the contrary, is the unlimited freedom of the corporation. (Seeds of Destruction, Kindle edition, location 254 and 260)
Merton’s words echo what Martin Luther King, Jr. had to say to the white moderates in his “Letter from Birmingham Jail.
We know through painful experience that freedom is never voluntarily given by the oppressor; it must be demanded by the oppressed. Frankly, I have never yet engaged in a direct-action movement that was “well timed” according to the timetable of those who have not suffered unduly from the disease of segregation. For years now I have heard the word “wait.” It rings in the ear of every Negro with a piercing familiarity. This “wait” has almost always meant “never.” It has been a tranquilizing thalidomide, relieving the emotional stress for a moment, only to give birth to an ill-formed infant of frustration. We must come to see with the distinguished jurist of yesterday that “justice too long delayed is justice denied.” We have waited for more than three hundred and forty years for our God-given and constitutional rights. The nations of Asia and Africa are moving with jetlike speed toward the goal of political independence, and we still creep at horse-and-buggy pace toward the gaining of a cup of coffee at a lunch counter. I guess it is easy for those who have never felt the stinging darts of segregation to say “wait.” But when you have seen vicious mobs lynch your mothers and fathers at will and drown your sisters and brothers at whim; when you have seen hate-filled policemen curse, kick, brutalize, and even kill your black brothers and sisters with impunity; when you see the vast majority of your twenty million Negro brothers smothering in an airtight cage of poverty in the midst of an affluent society; when you suddenly find your tongue twisted and your speech stammering as you seek to explain to your six-year-old daughter why she cannot go to the public amusement park that has just been advertised on television, and see tears welling up in her little eyes when she is told that Funtown is closed to colored children, and see the depressing clouds of inferiority begin to form in her little mental sky, and see her begin to distort her little personality by unconsciously developing a bitterness toward white people; when you have to concoct an answer for a five-year-old son asking in agonizing pathos, “Daddy, why do white people treat colored people so mean?”; when you take a cross-country drive and find it necessary to sleep night after night in the uncomfortable corners of your automobile because no motel will accept you; when you are humiliated day in and day out by nagging signs reading “white” and “colored”; when your first name becomes “nigger” and your middle name becomes “boy” (however old you are) and your last name becomes “John,” and when your wife and mother are never given the respected title “Mrs.”; when you are harried by day and haunted by night by the fact that you are a Negro, living constantly at tiptoe stance, never knowing what to expect next, and plagued with inner fears and outer resentments; when you are forever fighting a degenerating sense of “nobodyness” — then you will understand why we find it difficult to wait. There comes a time when the cup of endurance runs over and men are no longer willing to be plunged into an abyss of injustice where they experience the bleakness of corroding despair. I hope, sirs, you can understand our legitimate and unavoidable impatience.
As a Christ-follower I feel called to walk with the Black/Indigenous/People of Color who continue to be stomped on by the white establishment. I am not there to give advice or direction. My job is to listen and to follow their lead. Will you join with me, dear reader? We can do no less…
“Only the man who has had to face despair is really convinced that he needs mercy. Those who do not want mercy never seek it. It is better to find God on the threshold of despair than to risk our lives in a complacency that has never felt the need of forgiveness. A life that is without problems may literally be more hopeless than one that always verges on despair.”—Thomas Merton (No Man Is an Island)
| Verse of the day But do not ignore this one fact, beloved, that with the Lord one day is like a thousand years, and a thousand years are like one day. – 2 Peter 3:8 |
| Voice of the day Time is how you spend your love. – Nick Laird, “The Last Saturday in Ulster” |
| Prayer of the day Fill us, O God, with an urgency to love and a slowness to anger. |

Congressman John Lewis died just over a year ago (July 17th, 2020). His powerful legacy lives on as does the vision he shared up until the day of his death. May we continue to hold up the light of nonviolence and get into some good trouble, necessary trouble!
“You are a light. You are the light. Never let anyone—any person or any force—dampen, dim or diminish your light. Study the path of others to make your way easier and more abundant. Lean toward the whispers of your own heart, discover the universal truth, and follow its dictates. […] Release the need to hate, to harbor division, and the enticement of revenge. Release all bitterness. Hold only love, only peace in your heart, knowing that the battle of good to overcome evil is already won. Choose confrontation wisely, but when it is your time don’t be afraid to stand up, speak up, and speak out against injustice. And if you follow your truth down the road to peace and the affirmation of love, if you shine like a beacon for all to see, then the poetry of all the great dreamers and philosophers is yours to manifest in a nation, a world community, and a Beloved Community that is finally at peace with itself.”
~ John Lewis,
‘Across That Bridge: A Vision for Change and the Future of America’

“We must develop and maintain the capacity to forgive. He who is devoid of the power to forgive is devoid of the power to love. There is some good in the worst of us and some evil in the best of us. When we discover this, we are less prone to hate our enemies.”—Martin Luther King, Jr.
| Verse of the day The steadfast love of the Lord never ceases, [God’s] mercies never come to an end. – Lamentations 3:22 |
| Voice of the day There are a thousand reasons to live this life, every one of them is sufficient. – Marilynne Robinson, Gilead (2004) |
| Prayer of the day We thank you for the splendor of the whole creation, for the beauty of this world, for the wonder of life, and for the mystery of love. – The Book of Common Prayer |


