
The sun has set and the Vesper Lights flicker and glow
It has been a long and interesting day
Worship planning and sermon preparation
An opportunity to simply Be Still
A very long evening of Zoom class for seminary
A delightful dinner with my sweetheart
Times like this show me how much I love and adore her
Now as my eyelids grow heavy
I lift this humble prayer to you
Dona Nobis Pacem
Grant Us Peace
A wee prayer from the heart of your Padre…
| Verse of the day Like good stewards of the manifold grace of God, serve one another with whatever gift each of you has received. – 1 Peter 4:10 |
| Voice of the day Without community service, we would not have a strong quality of life. It’s important to the person who serves as well as the recipient. It’s the way in which we ourselves grow and develop. – Dorothy Height |
| Prayer of the day Almighty God, grant us grace that we may honor thee with our substance, and be faithful stewards of thy bounty. – Adapted from the Book of Common Prayer |

“Photography as a spiritual practice combines the active art of image-receiving with the contemplative nature and open-heartedness of prayer. It cultivates what I call sacred seeing or seeing with the ‘eyes of the heart’ (Ephesians 1:18). This kind of seeing is our ability to receive the world around us at a deeper lever than surface realities.”— Christine Valters Paintner, PhD Eyes of the Heart: Photography as a Christian Contemplative Practice
How does you contemplative nature find expression through artistic expression?
I am so thankful for Abbess Christine and her guidance. She has helped me to see photography in terms of receiving what is shimmering instead of “shooting“ or “capturing” photos. On our contemplative walk tonight our friend the squirrel invited us to spend time simply enjoying the wonder of God’s creation. Thank you, Christine ❤️☘️

“Thresholds are what the Celts called ‘thin places,’ where heaven and earth seem nearer to one another. A threshold is a place between, where we are invited into not knowing what the next moment will bring.”— Christine Valters Paintner, PhD Sacred Time: Embracing an Intentional Way of Life (Ave Maria Press, February 2021) Online companion retreatApril 5-May 30, 2021

The sun has set and the Vesper Lights flicker and glow
It has been a busy Lord’s Day
Worship and study
Worship planning and study
Virtual pastoral care with dear parishioners
Time spent communicating with friends who are family
Thankful for opportunities to Be Still
Thankfully our sweet puppy Pixie is feeling so much better
At the end of the day my sweetheart and I are exhausted
As we collapse into bed, bring us sleep and refreshment for Monday, Lord
Now as my eyelids grow heavy
I lift this humble prayer to you
Dona Nobis Pacem
Grant Us Peace
A wee prayer from the heart of your Padre…

The first time Jonah heard the word of the LORD, he was ordered to go to Nineveh to cry out against their wickedness. Did Jonah respond to God’s call? Well, he did respond to God’s call, just not in the way God intended. Jonah did not want to go to Nineveh. Instead, he tried to take a ship from Joppa to Tarshish. The rest of that story is a narrative that is very familiar to so many people and is a story I learned at a very young age. Jonah was swallowed by the large fish (growing up the big fish was a whale) after the crew of the ship realized it was Jonah who was causing all of their troubles and tossed him overboard to appease God. After being coughed up on shore (I know, ewwwww gross!), Jonah listened to the LORD and went to Nineveh as the LORD had commanded.
He went a day’s walk into the city and cried out, as the Lord had commanded him: Forty days more, and Nineveh shall be overthrown! (Jonah 3:4) The Ninevites from the King to the animals repented! So, that should have made Jonah happy. They had listened to the word of the LORD and repented; Jonah’s mission was a success. Sadly, Jonah wasn’t happy. He was ticked off because the city had been spared! Unlike Jonah, God was concerned about the people of Nineveh and wanted them to repent.
The call to repentance ties the story in Jonah to the reading from Mark 1:14-20. According to Mark, after John the Baptist’s arrest Jesus began to proclaim the good news. The time is fulfilled, and the kingdom of God has come near; repent and believe in the good news. (Mark 1:15) The message Jesus shared which was very similar to John the Baptist’s message (proclaiming a baptism of repentance for the forgiveness of sins) was the message that he shared with his disciples and the crowds during his ministry.
In the Hebrew the term used for repent means to turn back, to return. In the Greek the term used for repent/repentance means a change of mind or change in the inner man/woman. I have been pondering what this means for us today. Repentance is more than just a ritual prayer or response by an individual believer. Looking at it personally, how can I return (to God) or have a change of mind (and heart) in my owl life?
Repent and believe the good news… just what is that good news? It is the love and forgiveness of God. How does that impact me? This is where it can be a challenge. How many times have I written or said, Love is at the center of the two commands of Jesus? Love God with all of your being and love your neighbor as yourself. The challenge is that Jesus said that we were to love EVERY neighbor… yes, that includes your enemies… and we are called to pray for those who persecute us. This is a major turning around and I can’t tell you how many times I have had to turn around in my own faith and life. Let’s just say that added together, those times put together would make me incredibly dizzy!
In my own personal experience, I have struggled with people who might not rank up there as enemies, but who I really didn’t like. The bully in middle and high school who taunted and tormented me… it took me a long time to move beyond my initial feelings of anger/inability to love him. Forty years later I ran across one of those bullies at my High School reunion. The anger and hatred that I had felt so long ago was no longer there. Instead, I saw him as a neighbor who was terribly broken. As Denise says, I may not have liked him at the reunion, but I did love him. In another instance I had a senior ranking chaplain who made life frustrating and incredibly difficult for me and for the small staff at the chapel in England. It took me a long time to let go of that anger/inability to love. Two assignments later he was on staff at the USAF Air Combat Command Chaplain’s office. I reported to the Command Chaplain as a readiness resource as an instructor at the Desert Warfare Training Center. He called me one day asking a lot of questions about Chaplain Corps readiness training (training and equipping our personnel to survive and minister in a combat zone). We actually laughed as I answered his questions, and it was a pleasant conversation. Gone was the anger and animosity. Instead, he was a fellow chaplain and a part of our ministry team. He was a colleague whom I had grown to love.
We are at a stage in our nation and world where lines are being drawn and the shouting is so loud that we don’t even stop to really listen to each other. Yes, I am talking to myself as well. It isn’t always easy to listen to those whom we disagree with. In the class I am currently taking in seminary (Engaging a Multifaith World) my classmates and I are being challenged to engage through listening to the stories of others. To learn about the various belief systems requires silence in order to hear the others and to respect the others.
When I was in the Air Force, chaplains were responsible for providing for the free exercise of religion for all personnel and their families. I served on some fairly diverse staffs over the time I was on active duty. Did we always agree with each other theologically? We didn’t agree on all tenets, doctrines, dogmas, or beliefs but I know that I worked together with staffs that I was a part of and staffs that I supervised to honor, respect, and listen to each other and to the various members of the faith communities we served directly or indirectly.
Today, I am contemplating how to bring this message to turn around and love God and love ALL neighbors in these divisive times. Initially Jonah didn’t love the people of Nineveh. He wanted them to be struck down by God. Instead, God called on Jonah to turn around and see what God had done through the word Jonah reluctantly and angrily shared with the people. They turned from their evil ways and from the violence that is in their hands. (Jonah 3:8b) Their hearts turned around as they returned to God. We don’t know if Jonah ever did turn around after this happened. The notes in my Bible say: The book concludes with a question, suggesting that the reader must carefully ponder the nature of God. (The New Oxford Annotated Bible, p. 1305)
This is a challenge that we must take up as we seek to love those whom God loves. Love the Lord your God with all of your heart, soul, mind, and strength… and love your neighbor as yourself. May God equip us to answer that call, especially in times like we are living in now.

Mk 3: 20-21
And the crowd came together again, so that they could not even eat. When his family heard it, they went out to restrain him, for people were saying, “He has gone out of his mind.
New Revised Standard Version, copyright 1989, by the National Council of the Churches of Christ in the United States of America. Used by permission. All rights reserved. USCCB approved.
Out of His Mind
What did Jesus say or do that led his family to conclude that “He is out of his mind”? Clearly Jesus was forging a new path, preferring to associate with those who were sick and lame, and even going so far as to expel demons. Then there was that business of associating with known sinners, the outcasts of society. As we read elsewhere in Mark, Jesus’ radical approach to people and situations was just too much for them to comprehend.
In the quiet of my heart, can I ponder if Jesus is sometimes “too much” for me? I live by the commandments (pretty much) and I try to live as Jesus invites me to, but am I willing to move beyond the comfort zone of my daily routine to really give my heart to Jesus? Can I give some of my time and talents to those in need, even those “needy” folks in my own family or classroom or workplace or neighborhood? Jesus was even willing to give his life for others. How am I willing to give some of my own time and energy and life today?
—The Jesuit Prayer team
Prayer
Prayer for Generosity
Lord, teach me to be generous,
to serve you as you deserve,
to give and not to count the cost,
to fight and not to heed the wounds,
to toil and not to seek for rest,
to labor and not to look for any reward,
save that of knowing that I do your holy will.—St. Ignatius of Loyola

The sun has set and the Vesper Lights flicker and glow
It has been a long day of studying and reading for class
It was also a long day for the three of us as Pixie recovers from her visit to the Vet

It has also been a time to simply Be Still
As I ponder the road we are on individually and as a nation
These words of Thomas Merton in Conjectures of a Guilty Bystander speak to my heart
You do not need to know precisely what is happening, or exactly where it is all going. What you need is to recognize the possibilities and challenges offered by the present moment, and to embrace them with courage, faith and hope.
Help us to live fully in the present moment with courage, faith, and hope
Now as my eyelids grow heavy
I lift this humble prayer to you
Dona Nobis Pacem
Grant Us Peace
A wee prayer from the heart of your Padre…

The sun has set and the Vesper Lights flicker and glow
It has been a long but fruitful day
Lord, when energy was low, your Spirit provided
She provided strength and encouragement
As I continue to minister in these difficult times
As I walk with so many who are hurting
May your light continue to shine
May it shine even when I am exhausted and weary
The promise of your love and your light sustains me
Now as my eyelids grow heavy
I lift this humble prayer to you
Dona Nobis Pacem
Grant Us Peace
A wee prayer from the heart of your Padre…
