Yes, the calendar has turned over and I am getting used to writing 2022 instead of 2021. It is one day out of 365 days. While it is a significant marker in the Roman Calendar calendar, it is just another day. I keep telling myself that, especially as I review the previous year both personally and professionally. Testing positive for the Omicron variant of COVID on the morning of December 26th threw an immediate monkey wrench into our lives. From having to cancel worship on a few hours notice to postponing my father-in-law’s inurnment on the 27th; life once again turned upside down. I believe this had been the calling card for 2021 — hold my beer and watch this! Our lives had indeed been turned upside down from early January and it continued right up until New Years Eve!
This blog isn’t a personal pity party for Padre, honest! I know that so many folks are facing continuing difficulties and that their troubles are far worse than mine. What I also know is that like others, I am seeking to make sense of 2021 (2020 as well!) whilst finding my footing in 2022. One of my Christmas presents to myself (not actually but it did arrive just before Christmas!) was a copy of Thomas Merton’s book Cables to the Ace or Familiar Liturgies of Misunderstanding. In it Merton mixes poetry, irony, sarcasm, theology, culture, and musings on the state of things in 1967 into a very interesting read. While there is a lot of darkness in his prose and poetry, I did find this gem that spoke to me of hope.
My worship is a blue sky and ten thousand crickets in the deep wet hay of the field. My vow is the silence under their song. I admire the woodpecker and the dove in simple mathematics of flight. Together we study practical norms. The plowed and planted field is red as a brick in the sun and says: ‘Now my turn.’ (p. 6)
Before the thunderstorms that are predicted for this evening here in West Georgia I might just sit outside and listen to the sound of the wind chimes (which remind Denise and me of her mother and mine) and perhaps hear the singing of the birds. As we walk into this new year, perhaps we should remember what Lao Tzu once said: a journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step. Let’s take that first step together, dear reader, let’s take that first step. In the words of the blessing that I use for Evening Prayer: Dona nobis pacem, grant us peace dear Lord, grant us peace.
Words of hope and inspiration from my friend and colleague in ministry John Pavlovitz
Hello Friends,
As we prepare to change the calendar and move into another year, it’s natural to rewind and reflect upon the twelve months we’ve just walked through (or in some cases limped through).
If you’re like me, this time last year you imagined 2021 would have seen us all leaving behind the isolation, restrictions, and fears of the previous year; that we would be largely rid of this pandemic nightmare and these political firestorms, and be enjoying a return to something resembling normalcy. You likely feel the same disappointment that we’re still dealing with both the virus and with people who seem determined to perpetuate it.
Read further at https://mailchi.mp/johnpavlovitz/the-most-important-year-of-your-life?e=7bdeddb6cc
Verse of the day
[God] loves righteousness and justice; the earth is full of the steadfast love of the Lord.
– Psalm 33:5
Voice of the day
Justice is not something we form or fashion. It is woven by God into the very fabric of creation.
– Curtis Ramsey-Lucas
Prayer of the day May we recognize justice as God’s intent for creation.
Verse of the day
Hope deferred makes the heart sick, but a desire fulfilled is a tree of life.
– Proverbs 13:12
Voice of the day
Hope just means another world might be possible, not promised, not guaranteed. Hope calls for action; action is impossible without hope.
– Rebecca Solnit, Hope in the Dark(2004)
Prayer of the day Let us extend our hope into action, rooted and outstretched like a tree.
Verse of the day
Justice, and only justice, you shall pursue, so that you may live and occupy the land that the Lord your God is giving you.
– Deuteronomy 16:20
Voice of the day
There are moments in history when people of faith must ask what their faith instructs them to do.
– Anne Nelson
Prayer of the day Enlighten the eyes of our hearts, O Lord, so we may not only see and receive your mercy but also notice the places in our world where you call us to extend mercy.
– Common Prayer: A Liturgy for Ordinary Radicals
Verse of the day
And the Word became flesh and stayed for a little while among us; we saw the Word’s glory – the favor and position a parent gives an only child – filled with grace, filled with truth.
– John 1:14 (The Inclusive Bible)
Voice of the day
I will honor Christmas in my heart, and try to keep it all the year.
– Charles Dickens, A Christmas Carol(1843)
Prayer of the day Remain with us. Fill us with grace. Fill us with truth. Embolden us to proclaim your message of justice today and into the next year.
Verse of the day
Arise, shine; for your light has come, and the glory of the Lord has risen upon you.
– Isaiah 60:1
Voice of the day
Arise, your light has come! / Fling wide the prison door; / proclaim the captive’s liberty, / good tidings to the poor.
– Ruth Duck, “Arise, Your Light Has Come”
Prayer of the day May our lights shine forth and proclaim the liberties that were borne through your birth.

“After years of seeking the truth, Gandhi began to trust everyone, forgive everyone, believe in the potential for goodness within everyone, and see God in everyone. He urged people to seek the truth as a way of life, to work at it daily, so that we move closer to truth and goodness.”—John Dear

As I reflect on Christmas present and Christmases past my heart is full. Full of memories, people, times, and places. This year has been a struggle for me and for Denise. I came across this poem/prayer of Howard Thurman and it spoke to my heart. So in turn, I share them with you, dear reader.
I place these gifts on my altar this Christmas;
Gifts that are mine, as the years are mine:
The quiet hopes that flood the earnest cargo of my dreams:
The best of all good things for those I love,
A fresh new trust for all whose faith is dim.
The love of life, God’s precious gift in reach of all:
Seeing in each day the seeds of the morrow,
Finding in each struggle the strength of renewal,
Seeking in each person the face of my brother.
I place these gifts on my altar this Christmas;
Gifts that are mine, as the years are mine.
For the Inward Journey: The Writings of Howard Thurman (p. 251)

Tonight’s worship was incredibly meaning-filled for all who attended. It was a Lessons and Carols service with a short homily before we lit our candles and sang Silent Night. One of the focal points of the message was from the Centering Moment in the bulletin.
Denise gave me the wooden candleholder in front of our fireplace when we were in Colorado. The little disks under each candle is a word from a poem Howard Thurman wrote about the light Christmas.
I will light candles this Christmas, Candles of joy, despite all sadness, Candles of hope where despair keeps watch. Candles of courage where fear is ever present, Candles of peace for tempest-tossed days, Candles of grace to ease heavy burdens. Candles of love to inspire all my living, Candles that will burn all the year long.
May the blessings of this holy night be yours each day and night of the year ♥️✨🕯
